February 2012
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Killer headache, I can’t tell if it’s the cigarettes, weed, or dehydration. Probably all three. After today, I really need to work on independence and releasing my anger and agitation in a healthy way. I have a bunch of things that I could be doing and things that I WANT to be doing, it’s just I’d rather be hanging out with Elliott, and he’s consistently on my...
I freak out ALL of the time. I can’t live with myself anymore. I just want to give up and turn invisible. I should have went through with killing myself the first time I tried, at ten years old. There’s nothing in this world for me. Sinking.
I most look like a door mat because that’s how I get treated.
☼ Elige Neon Skin ☼: DMT Trip Report →
elige:
I sat down on my friends couch in his basement and lit the bowl of weed and DMT, then swiflty inhaled the smoke in the chamber. As I set the bong down I felt myself slowly dissolve into a higher state of awareness. Everything around me appeared to deconstruct into a purer state of being. It was…
I had ‘Dragon Roll’ sushi today for lunch, it had eel and cucumber on the inside and avocado and tobiko on top. SOOOOOO YUMMY!!!